On ur marks .....

Well now I believe that it happens and it has happened to me ....... a lot of thinking and looking back in to life made me realise that this was what it is .... long had i wondered whether I would feel this way but as time passes by and you start understanding ur surroundings better u realise that things are never the same.... things that were different in the past change slowly ..... often unnoticed.... only change is permanent ...... things you never anticipated would happen to you suddenly start taking shape and you are left with no option but to make your choice .... Dunno what it was .... a feeling of incompetency, unwillingness to accept the truth, poor faith in oneself or just another wait for the correct moment ..... Long have I been under this quest to find what went wrong and why this reluctance towards things and accepting life as it comes but as usual it all ends up in yet another .......



........ more (July 21st 2006)....


Well all that i wrote previously was a desperate attempt to write something to get going with a new blog.... hopefully u will find less philosophical crap ahead ;).